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PostSubject: Etana Sol-Personal Log   Etana Sol-Personal Log I_icon_minitimeThu Mar 04, 2010 8:52 pm

My time on this ship has been short and smooth untill now. Apparently we have been sucked through a black hole and ended up in another universe. I can't say that this is a good thing for me. I don't know if Silverians exist here and if so if they are still my people. This my be the result of my all ready flareing xenophobia. I am not happy about being in the unknown with no way of contacting any one or anything familiar. I am also greatly saddened at the loss of so many personel. My job as acting chief of security is to protect others,. In this endevor I fel as if I have failed greatly to do this. MAssive loss of personel hits me so hard like a meteor. My mind is swiming with all sorts of conflicting felings. I have a sense of duty clashing with a fear of the unknown. My xenophobia is clashing with my desire to make absolutly sure all surviveing personel make it home. My fear of being alone is clashing with my fear of being left to fend for myself. Such emotions are hurting me mentaly and emotionaly. This I must deal with in order to help the others. I must be strong for them. I must find a way for us to get home. I must survive and I must above all else be a Starfleet officer.
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PostSubject: Re: Etana Sol-Personal Log   Etana Sol-Personal Log I_icon_minitimeFri Mar 19, 2010 10:05 pm

The time in this alternate universe has been a trying time for me and the remaining crew. I have never thought of staying here permanently untill recently. Now I have prepared myself to stay in this universe forever if it comes down to it. Yet neither I or the crew seem to be ready to give up yet. I have charted most of the area we have traveled through and security has never been tighter. I find myself surrounding myself with the crew even though they are aliens. I find just the presence of something someone familiar to be a great comfort. The Capatin has been a great comfort as well as the Commander. I know its a matter of time before the crew will want to get away from each other. No one can stay in each other proximity for ever with out there being fights or something. I trust no planet or ship for any one to take leave on though. I don't want the crew to think they are traped on the ship forever either. I don't know what to do but I'm certain we will think of something.
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PostSubject: Re: Etana Sol-Personal Log   Etana Sol-Personal Log I_icon_minitimeTue Jun 22, 2010 12:23 am

It has been a long time since I have made a personal entry. I have been makeing myself work double shifts even extending my shifts. I am so afraid that the alien tuars will keep comeing back and one day I think they will destroy us. I fear them and hate them. Ship repairs are constant and I am begining to hate this universe.
Luckily I have friends here whom I can talk to and just be myself around now. The Rodsen twins are on the top of that list. I have spoken to Ensign Rodsen about many things. Commander Des and Captain Trelak are also very close to me. Or as close as I will get. Especialy the Commander. I am begining to really like Ensign Tarek though I can't quite understand the whole 'android' thing.
Recently we have found a direlect Draenei ship. It seems to have been attacked by someone. I think it was the alien taurs since they attacked a ship full of children. I have helped the medical officers heal and treat the wounded but I still wish I knew for certain who attacked them. When I find out who attacked this ship I will ensure they will pay dearly for this act of cowardice. I know I mustn't be angry or vendictive or vengefull but anyone who does such a cowardly thing is no better than an animal. I want justice and I will seek to find it in the days to come.
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